The days are going so slow..

So it's been two/three days now till Luis has gone Ibiza only another thousand to go, no reality about 10 days till I see him for approximately an hour in Ibiza then not for another 9 days. I'm finding it so hard. I miss him like crazy, heard from him and I'm not sure his feeling the same. Anyway I've been keeping extremely busy with the girls, and trying to smash the gym as much as i can. 4 of us done a massive bike ride yesterday about 10 miles round trip, i didn't find it to bad it has just killed my bum today. Sunday i went harvester, absolutely love the harvester cheap as chips but pure lushness. Get a 3-course plus drink for about £12 BARG!! Tomorrow I'm going to see the new HARRY POTTER, actually cant wait to see it. I'm such a harry potter geek, I've watched them all and my next place is to go to potter world in Orlando that would be amazing. I make  no sense in these posts i just ramble on and on so apologies. I need these ten days to hurry up, as one ill be in IBIZA and two ill get to see HIM! I'm going to be SO nervous but so excited, I'm so scared spending this much time apart from each other is going to make us go terribly wrong or going to bring us closer together. I'm so in patient anyway this could possibly be one of the worst tests god could give me driving me bloody insane.

LOVE.

Goodbyes are the hardest

So today, well more like this morning I had to say goodbye to Luis (my boyfriend) as I will not be seeing him for a whole month, it sounds stupid, due to a few of my friends have boyfriends in the army and they go away for months and months, serving in Afghanistan, but here I am, mopping around and feeling extremely sorry for myself as we are both going on holiday separately with our friends, and the crossover means we won't get to see each other. It was so hard, and so strange been together with him for over a year and a half and the most we have been away from each other is a few days. Having barely any contact and not seeing him make me feel just so slightly nor chess to be honest. I find it hard to speak about it with people, only a handful of my friends have actually bothered to see if I'm OK this week. Some people are really beginning to wind me up, maybe its PMS.
Tonight I'm going out with the girls, we will see how that goes. I normally have great nights with them but this week i have felt extremely lonely and not particularly in the loop of whats going on, my own fault really my heads been all over the place and to be honest trying to spend as much time with Luis as possible. Tonight i will be shoving as many vodka and oj's down my neck as possible and the odd or rows of tequila shots to numb this sick feeling i have in the bottom of my stomach as he flys on a plane to Ibiza for two weeks.
On the upside and more positive note i have 14 days till Ibiza, i have brought all my swimwear as I'm a 34F i find it extremely hard to find decent, and on a student budget swimwear, but asda have done some great number for £2.50 a piece, so a fiver a set BARGG!!! got all my shorts, dresses, playsuits ect ready, just need to grab most of the tops. New look have done a GREAT sale in my eyes. EVERYTHING that literally came in like 2 weeks ago is bang in the sale for like under a tenner, So girls its a great place to go and find a decent bargin. I'm abit sneaky were I live thier a main shopping complex called westwood cross were the majority of people shop, so all the great bargins go in the first few days. However theres a high street in margate which is very run down now, and not worth a look so no one goes there, but however they still have a new look there, and because no-one goes there all the great things that get shopped up quickly are still all remaining in that store at sale prices, and neat and tidy. So if you don't like a good rummage, and would rather sale was just like a shop its the best place to head. I'm going to try and blog regularly, i haven't advertised or linked anything due to i sort of want this as my little haven for thoughts more than a blog that i write just to get followers.

Love xxxx

I want to be a billionaire so fricking bad.

So mid-week boredom has kicked in once again, I've been off uni now for about a month and seriously the boredom is kicking in slowly. It doesn't help that i have to save my arse off for Ibiza which I'm going to in under 4 weeks don't get me wrong I'm VERY excited just saving sucks i wish i could be a comfortable with money, hopefully uni will pay off and this thousand and thousands of pounds of debt I'm getting into will be worth it.

Anyway on a lighter note and celebratory one, my boyfriend became fully qualified as an electrician today I'm very very proud of him his worked so hard for it and really really deserved it. Tonight we are going to go see transformers 3 as sort of as a treat from me and he really wants to see it, Ive never seen any of the transformers so not really sure what to expect and if its any good I'm hoping it is, if not ill just curl up on the seat after a two hour gym session and sleep. However some how i don't think he would be very impressed with that.  Has anyone seen the new one? do you recommend it?

The heat is getting to me.

I can't believe how hot it has been recently, i live right near the beach so it is lovely, but then not so lovely is having sand in everything, bag, purse, hair,car; but i suppose that's the whole fun of it. HA! Ive come in from the sun i can just see me getting extremely and may i add painfully burnt today. Cant deal by 8 tonight being covered in inches of moisturiser and after sun so I'm being boring and safe.
A really random thing happened today, my auntie (on my dads side) got in contact with me today i haven't spoken to her in 5 years since my nan died, we were all extremely close and due to a family feud which i didn't get involved in between my dad and her everyone lost contact. I would love to see her again and have emailed her to hopefully arrange dinner or lunch, she has just recently done a skydive as well which i really REALLY want to do and hopefully she can help me out with that. I want to do it for charity so that i can help people out by raising some money for a good cause. I don't know what charity to do i think HELP FOR HERO'S is a good cause, due to also one of my best friends boyfriend is out there at the moment for an 8 month tour i think it will be something close to my life and something that a huge population agree is a very very good cause.
I'm going to set up a mycharity page so if you read this and would like to sponsor me it would be greatly appreciated even a pound. I will let you all know when its set up.

Love xx

Wireless and Cake

So this weekend, must be one of the best I've ever had. I went to Wireless with the girls on Friday where Example, Tinie Tempah, David Guetta, Plan B, Black eye peas all performed. David Guetta was defiantly the best in my eyes his music is amazing and generally a massive feel good energy. It gets me into spirts for Ibiza which I'm going to in August with 7 of my best girl friends. Totally has given me the summer feeling that I have recently needed. This is all of us outside Victoria before we went to weatherspoons and got extremely drunk. I need to start my diet again this week i need to lose a stone before Ibiza its going to kill me but hopefully i can do it.

The Saturday all the girls met up for one of my best friends Lizzie's birthday she turned 19 so she had a big gathering around hers, and then we all went out locally, there was at least about 25 of us so made some good drunken antics. I didn't get in till least half 5, with only two hours sleep i was up by half 7. For some reason when i drink i can never sleep well. This is my friend Emily on the left, me in the middle and then the birthday girl on the right Lizzie. Such an amazing weekend defiantly celebrated it well.  

My first blog :)

So after months of deciding weather to start a blog I've decided to. A playground for all my opinions and my rants, my findings and fashion and everyday going on in my life. So its the afternoon now, and im waiting for the clock to hit half 5, so i can start getting ready for my girls night out, with my bottle of vaniella absolote vodka in hand. My day has consisted of debating what to wear, doing my nails, and watching sex and the city. I have recently just purchased a beautiful turqouise playsuit from new look, i will take a picture and post it later on. Im extremly excited for tonight as when we have "girls" nights they always end up very very mad and unpredictable. I also brought the new Glamour magazine today with the "Benefit High Beam" sample in it, i cant wait to try it and see how my complexion comes out with it on. Ill let you know how i get on, im off to get ready :)